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Suzanna Wong
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
+.+ To be Happy Or Not To bE +.+
Feeling really complicated right now.. Tears just flow down the moment i called u Wen.. Memories of us was brought back.. Guilty & saddness filled my heart once again.. I can't held back my emotions but Cry.. Im not as strong as what u guys think..
Darling gone out early to get something and came to JE to meet me but i was late, he waited 30mins =X sRy.. I always late de, nxt time come later =X <-advise if not in future u might be so angry lol..
He gave me the ring that i have choosen the other day we saw it, was suprise.. as in i nve thot that his tat kinda guy who will do stuff lidat.. Hehe.. But abit bu romantic cause he gave me on the train kinda weird and the aunty infront of us keep looking at us when we hug all tat.. Its's really WEIRD!! Or did u try to seduce the aunty? haha.. =X
When to Ps to buy movie tickets and when to eat, darling so poor thing when to buy drinks and Q damn long or.. lol
After that went to Cathay to walk around but there isn't anything, so in the end settle down to eat my FAV ice-cream.. Ben & Jerry Ftw.. Dono if he really likes ma?,anyway im gone buy alot and keep at home.. stupit Hengky everytime got ice-cream to eat at home de =( I aso wan~
When back to Ps to walk cause there isn't any place to go and its just an hr away before the show starts, i got to sae ur taste bad when choosing stuff =X blah...
The show " Ming Ming" REALI REALI SUCKY, though the gurl really pretty though but the animation is like those show u seen when ur still a small kid.. -.-".. lame lol..
We watched almost all the show le and there isn't any nice show too..
Sian... Singapore too bored or..
WTB interesting suggesting.. Feel free to Tag lol.. Mass Tag =X
Was tell darling during the show let's eat KFC after movie, cause i saw someone carrying Mac in and i feels like eating KFC.. ok i know there isn't any link.. Lol.. Don't ask me why~ After that he sent me home and i saw my close friend on the train.. lol..
During the movie my grandma called and told me fL00r came to my hse and brought me some food, im totally suprise.. He told me " U told me ur pimples r coming out and i cook ku gua soup for u added alot of sweet corn including ur fav food" Im totally shocked cause he have to cook, bring to my hse and he got to book in ltr on..
I nearly cried but i held back cause if i did, Hengky wont feels good.. I'm really touched by what he did, at the same time i felt guilty n sad after all he did for me, all i left him is sadness and hurt.. Im really sRy..
Reach home when to called him up, was crying badly while talking to him at the same time thanking him so much for wad he did..
fL00r, thanks for willing to be my friend once again, thanks for still being so nice and concern about me.. You know me best i guess.. Thanks for the food, i do miss ur cooking for awhile le ba.. Really thanks alot all this while when we r tgt for making me happy and taking care of me...
Hengky, thanks for the suprise and the ring it really meant alot to me.. I will cherish the ring as much as i cherish this r/s and i won't take it off.. =)
I felt ur love todae for everything u did with me.. All this times thanks for understanding and stay by my side when im feeling down instead of getting angry.. Just to let u know, i rather u pei wo then u leave me alone, i need u darling.. Ur everything that makes me happy.. I love uE..
Darling gone out early to get something and came to JE to meet me but i was late, he waited 30mins =X sRy.. I always late de, nxt time come later =X <-advise if not in future u might be so angry lol..
He gave me the ring that i have choosen the other day we saw it, was suprise.. as in i nve thot that his tat kinda guy who will do stuff lidat.. Hehe.. But abit bu romantic cause he gave me on the train kinda weird and the aunty infront of us keep looking at us when we hug all tat.. Its's really WEIRD!! Or did u try to seduce the aunty? haha.. =X
When to Ps to buy movie tickets and when to eat, darling so poor thing when to buy drinks and Q damn long or.. lol
After that went to Cathay to walk around but there isn't anything, so in the end settle down to eat my FAV ice-cream.. Ben & Jerry Ftw.. Dono if he really likes ma?,anyway im gone buy alot and keep at home.. stupit Hengky everytime got ice-cream to eat at home de =( I aso wan~
When back to Ps to walk cause there isn't any place to go and its just an hr away before the show starts, i got to sae ur taste bad when choosing stuff =X blah...
The show " Ming Ming" REALI REALI SUCKY, though the gurl really pretty though but the animation is like those show u seen when ur still a small kid.. -.-".. lame lol..
We watched almost all the show le and there isn't any nice show too..
Sian... Singapore too bored or..
WTB interesting suggesting.. Feel free to Tag lol.. Mass Tag =X
Was tell darling during the show let's eat KFC after movie, cause i saw someone carrying Mac in and i feels like eating KFC.. ok i know there isn't any link.. Lol.. Don't ask me why~ After that he sent me home and i saw my close friend on the train.. lol..
During the movie my grandma called and told me fL00r came to my hse and brought me some food, im totally suprise.. He told me " U told me ur pimples r coming out and i cook ku gua soup for u added alot of sweet corn including ur fav food" Im totally shocked cause he have to cook, bring to my hse and he got to book in ltr on..
I nearly cried but i held back cause if i did, Hengky wont feels good.. I'm really touched by what he did, at the same time i felt guilty n sad after all he did for me, all i left him is sadness and hurt.. Im really sRy..
Reach home when to called him up, was crying badly while talking to him at the same time thanking him so much for wad he did..
fL00r, thanks for willing to be my friend once again, thanks for still being so nice and concern about me.. You know me best i guess.. Thanks for the food, i do miss ur cooking for awhile le ba.. Really thanks alot all this while when we r tgt for making me happy and taking care of me...
Hengky, thanks for the suprise and the ring it really meant alot to me.. I will cherish the ring as much as i cherish this r/s and i won't take it off.. =)
I felt ur love todae for everything u did with me.. All this times thanks for understanding and stay by my side when im feeling down instead of getting angry.. Just to let u know, i rather u pei wo then u leave me alone, i need u darling.. Ur everything that makes me happy.. I love uE..
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:24 PM]
Thursday, April 26, 2007
+.+ Nothing Gone Change My Love For Ue +.+
He was release early todae so was unable to fetch him from school, so meet up at Aljunied before going down to EG.. Reach EG saw LingZi, everytime aso so tired de.. SLEEP MORE GURL.. <3 But darling seems weird perhaps over that matter? I dono~
We went to eat cause they r busy playing, he put freaking alot as in ALOT of chilli in the soup.. Bu Shi Ren Drink 1 or =X
After eating when back to EG, he was playing match with them while LingZi and me was dota-ing too, she teach me how to add song to my blogg.. Thanks <3.. Nthing for Hengky =X hehe..
Hope darling is feeling better since tat matter is kinda settle le, i don wanne c emo de u wor.. Thanks for the choco too, though i don like to eat but since its from u, i will.. <3 u lots darling..
Can't bear to let u go todae, don't ask me why...
Was reading Jason blog, knowing that he's gone Dj todae, being unable to connect i pm him.. That's the last thing i did.. lolx.. Anyway his life petty fark up, as a friend i still concern about him though wad happen shall be the past le.. Hmm.. things u said do bring back some of my memories but still thanks for the dec..
And Hengky don't tink too much.. Nthing 1 or.. I Onli Love Ue~ Btw I still tinks that u look alot cuter in RL =p Nxt time im gone buy lots of pokey and let u eat..
Omg i just saw Jy link, there is a gurl team Powerpuff gurl, form up with the top gurl players from all over the world.. Cool.. Time to train more dota n not slacking.. Been slacking too much =p..
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:18 PM]
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
+.+ Sad +.+
Was suppose to wake up at 10am but i slept till 11am.. Was rushing and preparing until.. i receive fL00r msg again..
We isnt tgt anymore but still he is still so concern about me, though he said he wanne be my friend but somehow i felt tat he still loves me lots like he used too.. I'm sry wen, i didn't mean to break ur heart.. But ur msg really making me confused.. what should i do!! Tell me...
I'm sry darling, i agreed to meet u but all this happens really makes me no mood..
A friend told me too, if someone seems no expression when u did something for him perhaps his just playing? I dono.. I know him for so long and to me u don seems a player..
Was feeling better right now cause he came down to pei wo.. That's really sweet, thanks again..
Went to Bishan to eat and walk around, went to a certain shop.. hmm.. maybe he's asking the gurl number =X lol.. After that came to his hse then ltr gone pei him go Yck for his driving lessons before heading home..
It seems that today he treated me better, you told me about ur feelings and wad you r really thinking, things that i have been wanting to know all along.. I hope u will continue on being like this, letting me know ur feelings..
I need ur love
I need ur attention
I need ur care
I need you..
We isnt tgt anymore but still he is still so concern about me, though he said he wanne be my friend but somehow i felt tat he still loves me lots like he used too.. I'm sry wen, i didn't mean to break ur heart.. But ur msg really making me confused.. what should i do!! Tell me...
I'm sry darling, i agreed to meet u but all this happens really makes me no mood..
A friend told me too, if someone seems no expression when u did something for him perhaps his just playing? I dono.. I know him for so long and to me u don seems a player..
Was feeling better right now cause he came down to pei wo.. That's really sweet, thanks again..
Went to Bishan to eat and walk around, went to a certain shop.. hmm.. maybe he's asking the gurl number =X lol.. After that came to his hse then ltr gone pei him go Yck for his driving lessons before heading home..
It seems that today he treated me better, you told me about ur feelings and wad you r really thinking, things that i have been wanting to know all along.. I hope u will continue on being like this, letting me know ur feelings..
I need ur love
I need ur attention
I need ur care
I need you..
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:17 PM]
+.+ I love U Hengky +.+
I was so tired that i was woken up by my bro at 3pm.. Late tat's the first thing tat came to my mind.. Was suppose to wake up earlier to buy cookie at J.P and meet him after that but in the end he was release earlier so it's sweet of him to come down and meet me at J.P instead.. Which is from Tampiness to Boon Lay =X Thanks darling for being so sweet..
Went down to J.P get the cookies and walk around before meeting him, he seems tired poor darling.. Was eating fruits but its reali cut badly and keep tio the salt.. SALTY!! He look so ke ai when he ate the mango with salt LOL.. Pinch ur face ftw =X
Went to walk around J.P but there seems to be nothing to walk around.. Boring place... =\ We decided to go Bugis..
Went to walk around and he brought a new ear ring (nice), was walking around until he saw his friend, the first ting he said was "the nub bane" LOL.. =x
Didn't saw anything tat i wanted cause all i wanted was uE =p hehe.. I'm choosy..
After tat went to eat MAC, so nice he keep feed me.. xD
After tat he send me home again despite being tired this time.. Thx alot darling..
fL00r called me and i was crying while reading his blog, didn't know why either perhaps the memories?!! I dono i don wanne think about anything, when things r better maybe by then we can meet up..
Btw ytd i did a card for him, first time doing for someone dearly to me.. But he gt no expression again.. Kinda sad but still i hope he likes it.. But i hope ur promise towards me gone stay true =)I'm alrite no emo le don wry...
Was listening to Jason hosting till now but he still didn't know the last listener was me lol..
I love Ue darling..
Went down to J.P get the cookies and walk around before meeting him, he seems tired poor darling.. Was eating fruits but its reali cut badly and keep tio the salt.. SALTY!! He look so ke ai when he ate the mango with salt LOL.. Pinch ur face ftw =X
Went to walk around J.P but there seems to be nothing to walk around.. Boring place... =\ We decided to go Bugis..
Went to walk around and he brought a new ear ring (nice), was walking around until he saw his friend, the first ting he said was "the nub bane" LOL.. =x
Didn't saw anything tat i wanted cause all i wanted was uE =p hehe.. I'm choosy..
After tat went to eat MAC, so nice he keep feed me.. xD
After tat he send me home again despite being tired this time.. Thx alot darling..
fL00r called me and i was crying while reading his blog, didn't know why either perhaps the memories?!! I dono i don wanne think about anything, when things r better maybe by then we can meet up..
Btw ytd i did a card for him, first time doing for someone dearly to me.. But he gt no expression again.. Kinda sad but still i hope he likes it.. But i hope ur promise towards me gone stay true =)I'm alrite no emo le don wry...
Was listening to Jason hosting till now but he still didn't know the last listener was me lol..
I love Ue darling..
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:11 AM]
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
+.+ Love Hengky +.+
Todae was really busy so ended up blogging at 5+AM..
Was on the mrt but looking at the time, i wont make it to fetch him so half way thru i got down and cab there.. What's worst when it suddenly rain, waited awhile for him at the bus stop and his wet.. lol.. kinda weird to see a look like ah beng carrying a file.. =X lol.. Still he look cute in his uniform..
Actually Ying was suppose to come along but he need to collect his passport so our outing was cancel.. But i still meet him and went to TM, walk around, took neo-print and settle down for movie.. We went to the wrong 1 and ended up watching ninjia turtle though i watched before but its alrite, its nice.. Glad that he liked it.. u knw wad i mean dear =X hehe
After the show went to PS to eat, imbal food =X Went to look at the couple ring cause Tm de not reali nice =X but i was damn choosy la lol.. After that went to Bugis in the end its like about the same =\ Didn't buy cause budget this month.. lolx..
Just shopping around after that but he seems kinda bored though he denied.. dono him wor.. But had fun the whole day.. Thx sweetie..
So much stuff to settle when i reached home, was talking to Jb, Boney and talking carp with ab1 they all..
Jb: No Emo!! Look things on the brighter side.. Perhaps u have over look tat someone whom u have love before =X lol.. Anything just pm me, i'll be there anytime.. =)
Boney: I'm glad ur back to ur normal self, ue deserve someone better and thx for ur suggestion.. lolx.. Let's go eat Ben & Berry Ice-cream some day.. Thx u really helped me alot.. Thanks friend =)
I suddenly remember a close friend, someone whom we never talk or even smile anymore even though we still see each other, perhaps its impossible anymore.. But still u will always remain tat special friend.. =) If u happen to see this, i hope u know...
I made Hengky emo!! I was talking to him on phone saying i was busy and not telling him what im doing.. Still im not gone blog it down, till tml then... Sorry darling i didn't meant to make u angry..
No matter what happens i'll always love uE... Love Hengky-
Was on the mrt but looking at the time, i wont make it to fetch him so half way thru i got down and cab there.. What's worst when it suddenly rain, waited awhile for him at the bus stop and his wet.. lol.. kinda weird to see a look like ah beng carrying a file.. =X lol.. Still he look cute in his uniform..
Actually Ying was suppose to come along but he need to collect his passport so our outing was cancel.. But i still meet him and went to TM, walk around, took neo-print and settle down for movie.. We went to the wrong 1 and ended up watching ninjia turtle though i watched before but its alrite, its nice.. Glad that he liked it.. u knw wad i mean dear =X hehe
After the show went to PS to eat, imbal food =X Went to look at the couple ring cause Tm de not reali nice =X but i was damn choosy la lol.. After that went to Bugis in the end its like about the same =\ Didn't buy cause budget this month.. lolx..
Just shopping around after that but he seems kinda bored though he denied.. dono him wor.. But had fun the whole day.. Thx sweetie..
So much stuff to settle when i reached home, was talking to Jb, Boney and talking carp with ab1 they all..
Jb: No Emo!! Look things on the brighter side.. Perhaps u have over look tat someone whom u have love before =X lol.. Anything just pm me, i'll be there anytime.. =)
Boney: I'm glad ur back to ur normal self, ue deserve someone better and thx for ur suggestion.. lolx.. Let's go eat Ben & Berry Ice-cream some day.. Thx u really helped me alot.. Thanks friend =)
I suddenly remember a close friend, someone whom we never talk or even smile anymore even though we still see each other, perhaps its impossible anymore.. But still u will always remain tat special friend.. =) If u happen to see this, i hope u know...
I made Hengky emo!! I was talking to him on phone saying i was busy and not telling him what im doing.. Still im not gone blog it down, till tml then... Sorry darling i didn't meant to make u angry..
No matter what happens i'll always love uE... Love Hengky-
With ♥ From Suzanna [5:03 AM]
Sunday, April 22, 2007
+.+ I love dN* +.+
Ytd nite was really emo tat i nearly cry but held back.. I think i scare him tat he look so lost but i'm alrite after awhile, perhaps some things ue just got to learn to accept.. and what makes me more sad is tat did u really read my blog? =(
Darling already very fan le and i don't wanne add to ur burden, seeing ue been so unhappy the whole nite makes me realli lost, didn't know how to cheer ue up, to make u at least smile.. I hope watever i do really makes u at least smile a little and.. I still hope dN* won't disband.. <3
We slept till 5pm, some late again and having some weird dreams, glad tat when i woke up ur still ard but not in someone else arms =) and darling ur seriously very bad stop bullying me or im gona mia.. lolx.. =X
Was eating dinner and he's so sweet to help me pluck the chix.. Ue know u realli look more cuter in ur home clothes, the way u eat pokey, the way u smile and the way u did every single thing.. LOL.. i tink im abit mad le.. Ur so cute lor =( i aso wanne be cute =X and stop avoiding me when im looking at ue.. Hehe..
For Ue Darling:
oh so sweet and oh so true
all my love i give to you
i just don't know what i would do
if a day goes by...
and not with you
the more i see you
the more i care for you
the more i realize
i do love you
and the more i know
i could never let you go
words can't explain why i'm so deeply feel
it almost seems fake...
but yet it's real
and if i die before you do,
i'll go to heaven and wait for you
i'll give the angels back their wings
and risk my loss of everything
just to prove my love is true
'cause i think i'm so in love with you
from this moment on...
i will stay true
from this moment on...
i will love you
and i hope you'll do the same thing, too.
Hengky darling,
I haven been so sure tat i wanne spent my life with someone but uE,
haven been so in love with someone but uE,
Nothing else really matters anymore but Ue,
Ur everything i want for now till the day im gone..
I just simply can't stop loving uE and i hope ue feels the same way too..
Muacks.. <3 Hengky-
Darling already very fan le and i don't wanne add to ur burden, seeing ue been so unhappy the whole nite makes me realli lost, didn't know how to cheer ue up, to make u at least smile.. I hope watever i do really makes u at least smile a little and.. I still hope dN* won't disband.. <3
We slept till 5pm, some late again and having some weird dreams, glad tat when i woke up ur still ard but not in someone else arms =) and darling ur seriously very bad stop bullying me or im gona mia.. lolx.. =X
Was eating dinner and he's so sweet to help me pluck the chix.. Ue know u realli look more cuter in ur home clothes, the way u eat pokey, the way u smile and the way u did every single thing.. LOL.. i tink im abit mad le.. Ur so cute lor =( i aso wanne be cute =X and stop avoiding me when im looking at ue.. Hehe..
For Ue Darling:
oh so sweet and oh so true
all my love i give to you
i just don't know what i would do
if a day goes by...
and not with you
the more i see you
the more i care for you
the more i realize
i do love you
and the more i know
i could never let you go
words can't explain why i'm so deeply feel
it almost seems fake...
but yet it's real
and if i die before you do,
i'll go to heaven and wait for you
i'll give the angels back their wings
and risk my loss of everything
just to prove my love is true
'cause i think i'm so in love with you
from this moment on...
i will stay true
from this moment on...
i will love you
and i hope you'll do the same thing, too.
Hengky darling,
I haven been so sure tat i wanne spent my life with someone but uE,
haven been so in love with someone but uE,
Nothing else really matters anymore but Ue,
Ur everything i want for now till the day im gone..
I just simply can't stop loving uE and i hope ue feels the same way too..
Muacks.. <3 Hengky-
With ♥ From Suzanna [10:52 PM]
+.+ Moody +.+
Was suppose to make breakfast for him but in the end the shop didn't open so too bad =x Woke up late too and by the time i finished preparing it's already 8+ and i thought i'm really late but when i reached there, there isn't a single soul =(
Reach le but he isn't there yet so went to pei some others to get drinks and saw LingZi n Maki eating while we just sat down n chat with them.. He's damn bad reach le also never bother to even call me instead I'm the one calling him & looking for him =.= was asking him to come pei wo but at first he wasn't really willing until later on he really came.. =) Was bluffing him tat im going home as im not feeling well but he knows.. bu hao de =(
Was watching them play almost all of the matches and they got 2nd though but great job guys.. Grats =) His viper is really imbal lor, i aso wanne learn.. =( But the last match against zenith was really thrilling.. lol..
After tat went to his house nearby to eat and there is something seriously bothering him and he told me, im glad he did tat cause he always likes to keep things to himself and zibi like he play zibi heros =x after tat when to his house..
Important stuff i got to mention:
fL00r, I'm sorry for all tat hurt i have done to hurt u perhaps meeting now isn't really the right time, give me sometime maybe by then i can be like a friend and have fun with u again.. Thanks for everything..
Sherica, I got to say I'm sorry i didn't meant it..Don't worry the words are no longer mention and i know its really personal, sorry still.. Well study hard for ur exams and take good care of urself.. =) <3
Well was happy until now i saw something i guess i shouldn't see? but i won't say a single word about it cause i suppose some things are more personal ba.. Shall not say much as im not really in the mood.. All i hope is tat this r/s don' turn out to be like my any others.. Till then..
Reach le but he isn't there yet so went to pei some others to get drinks and saw LingZi n Maki eating while we just sat down n chat with them.. He's damn bad reach le also never bother to even call me instead I'm the one calling him & looking for him =.= was asking him to come pei wo but at first he wasn't really willing until later on he really came.. =) Was bluffing him tat im going home as im not feeling well but he knows.. bu hao de =(
Was watching them play almost all of the matches and they got 2nd though but great job guys.. Grats =) His viper is really imbal lor, i aso wanne learn.. =( But the last match against zenith was really thrilling.. lol..
After tat went to his house nearby to eat and there is something seriously bothering him and he told me, im glad he did tat cause he always likes to keep things to himself and zibi like he play zibi heros =x after tat when to his house..
Important stuff i got to mention:
fL00r, I'm sorry for all tat hurt i have done to hurt u perhaps meeting now isn't really the right time, give me sometime maybe by then i can be like a friend and have fun with u again.. Thanks for everything..
Sherica, I got to say I'm sorry i didn't meant it..Don't worry the words are no longer mention and i know its really personal, sorry still.. Well study hard for ur exams and take good care of urself.. =) <3
Well was happy until now i saw something i guess i shouldn't see? but i won't say a single word about it cause i suppose some things are more personal ba.. Shall not say much as im not really in the mood.. All i hope is tat this r/s don' turn out to be like my any others.. Till then..
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:48 AM]
Saturday, April 21, 2007
+.+ I love Ue +.+
Was suppose to fetch him from sch and asked him to call me in the morning but guess wad i fell aslp and my alarm clock didnt went off =( i woke up at 12 or 1+ Sry darling.. =(
Went to watch movie with him and his friend, his friend was late lolx but it doesn't matter cause it means i get to spend more time with him alone.. hehe..
The starting of the movie was quite scary and the ending was sucky, seriously wasting time nia.. But its sweet tat he remembers to bring jacket cause its reali freezing inside.. Remb bring aso hor the next time =x Was suppose to take neo-print but i tink its quite late le + his friend ard, kinda weird or.. lolx..
Accompany him for his 2 matches and im kinda tired though but its alrite, just by having ue by my side is all i ask for.. So next time it will be the same i will pei ni de wont let u be alone and NO EMO HOR.. =p Dear gona be the bad guy again tml i suppose, poor thing.. t.t Anyway after tat all of us went to eat, was realli hungry =x
Was walking to the MRT and he DAO me again, always emo emo then dao me 1 =( sad or..stupit hengky =x hate ue.. But its sweet of him to send me home again =p
Darling anyway this is for uE:
One night when I was looking in the sky
I started to think of you
Then I asked myself "why"
"Why do I love you so much"
Maybe that is because of your touch
When you touched me the first time
I got a tingle through my spine
You were my first love I finally figured it out
That my love for you is without a doubt
You are the man in the sky that looks down on me
And smiles at me that is all warm with glee
I knew that this feeling would come back
But I am not sure how to act
I want to tell you that I love you so much
And this feeling inside me gives me a rush
The whisper of your voice
And the warmth in your touch
Makes me love you so very much
The way I feel when you are by my side
Makes me feel all warm inside
I could go on and on about you
But this time I will leave it up to you
You need to know how I feel that
my love for you is for real
* I'm sry for dragging so long before we r finally tgt, the feelings for u had been there since a year ago and i regret tat i didn't let uE know earlier and being there for uE when u needed someone.. I have already lost tat 1 yr with uE and i seriously cherish this r/s more serious then any others.. Don't ask me why i love uE so much, i dono.. the moments i set my eyes on uE its unexplainable but love.. Every moment spend with u is like my eternity memory tat will last me till im old and im realli happi tat u makes me smile each single dae since we r tgt... I will cherish uE and the r/s like how i cherish my teddy bear.. lol =X Nothing else matters in people eyes and how they tink, all tat matters is uE in my eyes.. Ur my everything i wan for life =)I love Ue
Went to watch movie with him and his friend, his friend was late lolx but it doesn't matter cause it means i get to spend more time with him alone.. hehe..
The starting of the movie was quite scary and the ending was sucky, seriously wasting time nia.. But its sweet tat he remembers to bring jacket cause its reali freezing inside.. Remb bring aso hor the next time =x Was suppose to take neo-print but i tink its quite late le + his friend ard, kinda weird or.. lolx..
Accompany him for his 2 matches and im kinda tired though but its alrite, just by having ue by my side is all i ask for.. So next time it will be the same i will pei ni de wont let u be alone and NO EMO HOR.. =p Dear gona be the bad guy again tml i suppose, poor thing.. t.t Anyway after tat all of us went to eat, was realli hungry =x
Was walking to the MRT and he DAO me again, always emo emo then dao me 1 =( sad or..stupit hengky =x hate ue.. But its sweet of him to send me home again =p
Darling anyway this is for uE:
One night when I was looking in the sky
I started to think of you
Then I asked myself "why"
"Why do I love you so much"
Maybe that is because of your touch
When you touched me the first time
I got a tingle through my spine
You were my first love I finally figured it out
That my love for you is without a doubt
You are the man in the sky that looks down on me
And smiles at me that is all warm with glee
I knew that this feeling would come back
But I am not sure how to act
I want to tell you that I love you so much
And this feeling inside me gives me a rush
The whisper of your voice
And the warmth in your touch
Makes me love you so very much
The way I feel when you are by my side
Makes me feel all warm inside
I could go on and on about you
But this time I will leave it up to you
You need to know how I feel that
my love for you is for real
* I'm sry for dragging so long before we r finally tgt, the feelings for u had been there since a year ago and i regret tat i didn't let uE know earlier and being there for uE when u needed someone.. I have already lost tat 1 yr with uE and i seriously cherish this r/s more serious then any others.. Don't ask me why i love uE so much, i dono.. the moments i set my eyes on uE its unexplainable but love.. Every moment spend with u is like my eternity memory tat will last me till im old and im realli happi tat u makes me smile each single dae since we r tgt... I will cherish uE and the r/s like how i cherish my teddy bear.. lol =X Nothing else matters in people eyes and how they tink, all tat matters is uE in my eyes.. Ur my everything i wan for life =)I love Ue
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:54 AM]
Friday, April 20, 2007
+.+ Ur the Greatest Gift +.+
We slept in the morning and woke up at 1+, actually was suppose to meet Ruby they all at ard 12pm =X but i overslept and he didn't wanne wake me up.. lol.. so sweet of him.. hehe..
The funni part was i got stuck in the toilet for quite awhile, called out so long but no 1 lol.. After tat went to eat fish soup and omg tats the nicest fish soup i ever ate.. =.=" lol.. When down by cab again and meet up the rest, after tat went to accompany LingZi to eat while he was having match..
I realise the ring u gave me the gem is coming out and now not nice =( sian or...
When he's around i always lost the mood to dota but onli wanted to accompany him.. Was realli sticky to him todae hope he don get bored cause he seems so sian 1.. t.t After everyone reached including the opp, we played 2 games and lost 2 games.. lolx.. As usual.. i tink i farm slow but i did my best le =( and our engagement aso 1 big problem.. =(
After tat went to eat if not we will be hungry again at nite.. lolx.. He knows tat im always emo after game but nve fails to cheer me up, thx darling.. =p
After tat he sent me home again but i cant bear to let him go.. Damn if onli his my teddy bear BUT i tink my teddy bear cuter =X hehe..
* Cute Hengky darling~
Where is the cute piC of uE?!! or tml u gona get pinch/bite again.. lolx..
Watever it is thx for everything and all the things u did to make me smile and i hope things will last this way =)
As for my love, it will onli get deeper each single day..
AND
Ur the best gift i have ever receive.. I love Ue~
The funni part was i got stuck in the toilet for quite awhile, called out so long but no 1 lol.. After tat went to eat fish soup and omg tats the nicest fish soup i ever ate.. =.=" lol.. When down by cab again and meet up the rest, after tat went to accompany LingZi to eat while he was having match..
I realise the ring u gave me the gem is coming out and now not nice =( sian or...
When he's around i always lost the mood to dota but onli wanted to accompany him.. Was realli sticky to him todae hope he don get bored cause he seems so sian 1.. t.t After everyone reached including the opp, we played 2 games and lost 2 games.. lolx.. As usual.. i tink i farm slow but i did my best le =( and our engagement aso 1 big problem.. =(
After tat went to eat if not we will be hungry again at nite.. lolx.. He knows tat im always emo after game but nve fails to cheer me up, thx darling.. =p
After tat he sent me home again but i cant bear to let him go.. Damn if onli his my teddy bear BUT i tink my teddy bear cuter =X hehe..
* Cute Hengky darling~
Where is the cute piC of uE?!! or tml u gona get pinch/bite again.. lolx..
Watever it is thx for everything and all the things u did to make me smile and i hope things will last this way =)
As for my love, it will onli get deeper each single day..
AND
Ur the best gift i have ever receive.. I love Ue~
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:17 AM]
Thursday, April 19, 2007
+.+ I love Ue +.+
TuE~
Went to fetch Hengky from his school but arrived 30mins earlier, went to call up Boney to chit chat and hope everything for him now is good.. U know the moment i saw Hengky he reminds me of AH BENG.. Haha but he look so cute =x lolx..
After tat went to his house to wait for him to prepare and met up with Ying, i haven seen Ying for ages =x Wow so much until NL liao.. QUIT PLS.. lolx..
Reach chalet le but they haven set up the pit so the 3 of us went to the arcade and walk around.. Bored..
Wat shocked me is tat Hengky knows how to pluck prawns LOL.. cause he doesn't need to do anything at home or... I was just busy eating and eating cause was sitting near the pit and i doesnt seems to need to do anithing =X
Ying cooking is gosu.. lolx.. Nxt time chalet pls call, him free chef =x lol..
Gosu donut~ nxt time muz go Q aso liao.. lolx.. Anyway was so bored so Hengky and me went to slack ard the beach, haven been to the beach for quite some time le and its reali more sweet to have him around =p
Came back after abt 2hr, was watching tv with the others and feeling kinda tired but after bathing was feeling better le but he was so tired, asked him to slp but he doesnt 1 perhaps he wanne compy me ba... In the end we both went to play truth or truth lolx.. sai game, they just wanne aim us lor so bad =\ lolx.. Their qns all so wtf lol, but i onli tio once not like him.. Haha..
Wed~
Went to his house as i promise him and was feeling reali tired tat we slept till 8+pm.. Omfg or? pigs =x The moment i woke up and saw him the feelings was great though we isnt slping tgt.. Went to eat and his mum talked to me, at first i thot his mum was way scary lol but she is very friendly.. =) Right now was dota-ing with him but i just wanne spent more time with him instead of dota lor.. Don anyhow tink or..
Just now went to eat nia and im so full now, at his hse so ke lian 1 keep ask me drink water n eat plenty of food.. FAT =x
Anyway there is something i wanne let everyone know is tat..
We are offically together le =) and Hengky I love ue.. Thx for being sweet and undersanding all this while.. Ur everything tat i need =) Hengky so CUTE. lolx.. <3
Though his mine now but i still prefer to call him Hengky instead of his real name, kinda weird LOL.. Tml gt training again and OMG cant slp now lol.. But nvm he's gona go down too.. hehe..
Went to fetch Hengky from his school but arrived 30mins earlier, went to call up Boney to chit chat and hope everything for him now is good.. U know the moment i saw Hengky he reminds me of AH BENG.. Haha but he look so cute =x lolx..
After tat went to his house to wait for him to prepare and met up with Ying, i haven seen Ying for ages =x Wow so much until NL liao.. QUIT PLS.. lolx..
Reach chalet le but they haven set up the pit so the 3 of us went to the arcade and walk around.. Bored..
Wat shocked me is tat Hengky knows how to pluck prawns LOL.. cause he doesn't need to do anything at home or... I was just busy eating and eating cause was sitting near the pit and i doesnt seems to need to do anithing =X
Ying cooking is gosu.. lolx.. Nxt time chalet pls call, him free chef =x lol..
Gosu donut~ nxt time muz go Q aso liao.. lolx.. Anyway was so bored so Hengky and me went to slack ard the beach, haven been to the beach for quite some time le and its reali more sweet to have him around =p
Came back after abt 2hr, was watching tv with the others and feeling kinda tired but after bathing was feeling better le but he was so tired, asked him to slp but he doesnt 1 perhaps he wanne compy me ba... In the end we both went to play truth or truth lolx.. sai game, they just wanne aim us lor so bad =\ lolx.. Their qns all so wtf lol, but i onli tio once not like him.. Haha..
Wed~
Went to his house as i promise him and was feeling reali tired tat we slept till 8+pm.. Omfg or? pigs =x The moment i woke up and saw him the feelings was great though we isnt slping tgt.. Went to eat and his mum talked to me, at first i thot his mum was way scary lol but she is very friendly.. =) Right now was dota-ing with him but i just wanne spent more time with him instead of dota lor.. Don anyhow tink or..
Just now went to eat nia and im so full now, at his hse so ke lian 1 keep ask me drink water n eat plenty of food.. FAT =x
Anyway there is something i wanne let everyone know is tat..
We are offically together le =) and Hengky I love ue.. Thx for being sweet and undersanding all this while.. Ur everything tat i need =) Hengky so CUTE. lolx.. <3
Though his mine now but i still prefer to call him Hengky instead of his real name, kinda weird LOL.. Tml gt training again and OMG cant slp now lol.. But nvm he's gona go down too.. hehe..
With ♥ From Suzanna [5:43 AM]
Monday, April 16, 2007
+.+ Im SORRY +.+
Emo again~
fL00r im sry for leaving uE and its as good as saying im throwing away a 1yr+ and a wonderful r/s but im really sry.. Guilty has always been in my heart.. Im sry..
I leave u isn't because i fall for someone, its not because im lonely and needed someone its just tat i have sort things out when u isn't ard and really keeps my mind clear on what i wan.. It's always been yi lai on u too much, yes my fault to didn't let u know earlier? Im sRy..
Im sry for every single thing i promise and broke it.. But every word i said to ue before.. Its true.. U have been really a great bf and i have nve forget what happen for this pass 1 year.. Im Sry..
I know ur gona hate me to the core or everyone else too.. Thinking im just a farking bitch, playing again? saying so much end up with Hengky? Expected.. Hengky and mE isn't together btw.. Don't blame Hengky cause he isnt the cause of everything.. Towards Hengky he knows best wad is going on, i don't hope for ur forgivness, i don't hope for u to be friends anymore..
But..
what i wanne tell u ish tat, ur the greatest bf i ever had and im sry to leave uE alone.. Im really sry.. I dono what else can i sae but i have to thank you for taking care of me so well.. Thanks & Sorry...
What uE guys wanne tink doesn't matter anymore i guess, i always live up my bad reputation since Jason?
I just hope i can vanish and no 1 able to find me.. I hate myself, I hate my life..
fL00r im sry for leaving uE and its as good as saying im throwing away a 1yr+ and a wonderful r/s but im really sry.. Guilty has always been in my heart.. Im sry..
I leave u isn't because i fall for someone, its not because im lonely and needed someone its just tat i have sort things out when u isn't ard and really keeps my mind clear on what i wan.. It's always been yi lai on u too much, yes my fault to didn't let u know earlier? Im sRy..
Im sry for every single thing i promise and broke it.. But every word i said to ue before.. Its true.. U have been really a great bf and i have nve forget what happen for this pass 1 year.. Im Sry..
I know ur gona hate me to the core or everyone else too.. Thinking im just a farking bitch, playing again? saying so much end up with Hengky? Expected.. Hengky and mE isn't together btw.. Don't blame Hengky cause he isnt the cause of everything.. Towards Hengky he knows best wad is going on, i don't hope for ur forgivness, i don't hope for u to be friends anymore..
But..
what i wanne tell u ish tat, ur the greatest bf i ever had and im sry to leave uE alone.. Im really sry.. I dono what else can i sae but i have to thank you for taking care of me so well.. Thanks & Sorry...
What uE guys wanne tink doesn't matter anymore i guess, i always live up my bad reputation since Jason?
I just hope i can vanish and no 1 able to find me.. I hate myself, I hate my life..
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:22 AM]
Sunday, April 15, 2007
+.+ FFs aB1 +.+
Hmm.. I'm at EG rite down talking rubbish with ab1 & kero.. rofl.. ab1 u soX, try to say Sag Ck ue in 1v1.. LOL.. Love Dk and bei rejected (1 sided <3) sad.. don cry ok i buy candy for uE..
Well i went to Hengky house last nite but just purely for dota oR so pls don tink so much -.-" thanks.. Ytd match we lose 2 games again, losing spreee sia this few days and i tink some of us was EMO cause tml compy =( I did alot of mistake t.t but ke lian him sit beside me sian sian and teach me.. lol..
Well BIG NEWS TODAE i guess when we hold hands and walk in to H.I.G.H <- Jidong ppl..
Anyway i didn't break up with fL00r cause of Hengky so pls don anyhow spread rumors or =.= there are reasons why we broke up.. =) But anyway it doesn't matter..
I got to say our game was great todae compare to all the matches we lose for the past few days t.t but seriouly my viper sOx cause i nve go train =( but i reali like zibi hero.. hehe.. Anyway <3 the FIRST BLOOD and all the catching.. Woot =x Miss stun sk ftw.. =X But the dN* guys really help us alot,thanks <3 u guys, i got to mention 1 more thing is that why are the guys more jidong then us when we kill.. lolx.. =X Esp Hengky thanks =p
After tat game was REALI REALI tired nearly died or, cause i haven slp yet, so went to walk ard to refresh up before heading to the movies.. The show was damn Er Xin or, taking out their liver all tat when the gurl is alive.. so Pain oR =( Rite now at EG..
Hmm todae was aso my first Compy, was happy though =p Train more liao Reali so xi ku u lor Hengky Lol.. Don emo pls =x
Anyway Jy ab1 gt a msg for uE..
[19:40:21] go tell jiayi wor
[19:40:27] if she wans sagz love
[19:40:33] must be prepared 2 wear panda suit
Well i went to Hengky house last nite but just purely for dota oR so pls don tink so much -.-" thanks.. Ytd match we lose 2 games again, losing spreee sia this few days and i tink some of us was EMO cause tml compy =( I did alot of mistake t.t but ke lian him sit beside me sian sian and teach me.. lol..
Well BIG NEWS TODAE i guess when we hold hands and walk in to H.I.G.H <- Jidong ppl..
Anyway i didn't break up with fL00r cause of Hengky so pls don anyhow spread rumors or =.= there are reasons why we broke up.. =) But anyway it doesn't matter..
I got to say our game was great todae compare to all the matches we lose for the past few days t.t but seriouly my viper sOx cause i nve go train =( but i reali like zibi hero.. hehe.. Anyway <3 the FIRST BLOOD and all the catching.. Woot =x Miss stun sk ftw.. =X But the dN* guys really help us alot,thanks <3 u guys, i got to mention 1 more thing is that why are the guys more jidong then us when we kill.. lolx.. =X Esp Hengky thanks =p
After tat game was REALI REALI tired nearly died or, cause i haven slp yet, so went to walk ard to refresh up before heading to the movies.. The show was damn Er Xin or, taking out their liver all tat when the gurl is alive.. so Pain oR =( Rite now at EG..
Hmm todae was aso my first Compy, was happy though =p Train more liao Reali so xi ku u lor Hengky Lol.. Don emo pls =x
Anyway Jy ab1 gt a msg for uE..
[19:40:21]
[19:40:27]
[19:40:33]
With ♥ From Suzanna [7:13 PM]
Saturday, April 14, 2007
+.+ <3 Sher +.+
Todae is consider our first gurl's team training as its finally all 5 of us playing.. I was late >< so when to cab down again.. $$$$$$$ Gona be broke soon orrr..
Played 3 games todae but lost all of them, dono la sian~ I mistake again.. >.< very sian or.. Not tat losing is the matter but we played badly =( I heard from jb the 2nd game, we were against some Capl champ <- omg or.... lol
They all damn bad when to buy mac, aso buy for him la then tio suan by them =(
When we go home aso same lor keep disturb me de and him.. We got nthing or.. Actually dk wanted to sent me de but aiyah don need sent sent 1 or.. lolx.. In the end he still sent me home as usual.. Hmm shall not say much arbo they gona disturb me again.. He knows can liao.. lol.. Nice blog sia Merv/Ruby rofl.. Ue all Sux =x
Hmm watever it is i still love dN* gurl team <3 Gl for our IGC compy or.. lolx..
Anyway i feels better talking to Sher about the game, i did learnt alot of stuff and realise my mistakes too.. Thanks sher darling <3 Right now i got to train harder for my dota le.. =p
Played 3 games todae but lost all of them, dono la sian~ I mistake again.. >.< very sian or.. Not tat losing is the matter but we played badly =( I heard from jb the 2nd game, we were against some Capl champ <- omg or.... lol
They all damn bad when to buy mac, aso buy for him la then tio suan by them =(
When we go home aso same lor keep disturb me de and him.. We got nthing or.. Actually dk wanted to sent me de but aiyah don need sent sent 1 or.. lolx.. In the end he still sent me home as usual.. Hmm shall not say much arbo they gona disturb me again.. He knows can liao.. lol.. Nice blog sia Merv/Ruby rofl.. Ue all Sux =x
Hmm watever it is i still love dN* gurl team <3 Gl for our IGC compy or.. lolx..
Anyway i feels better talking to Sher about the game, i did learnt alot of stuff and realise my mistakes too.. Thanks sher darling <3 Right now i got to train harder for my dota le.. =p
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:55 AM]
Friday, April 13, 2007
+.+ WTB Mood To Dota +.+
Well.. where shall i start..
Todae kinda dulan cause i tio ps by them t.t and i didn't know until last min but glad tat fez helped me call them up and he came down with Ruby to pei wo.. Thanks alot so i just went to Ps to walk around and ltr on meet up with them to go egames.. Ruby n i was watching this bunch of guys playing TD and laffing at them.. lolx.. they sux =x I tink Ruby can 1 man sole the tD.. Haha..
Sher,lei,ling,Hengky n i went to eat and ltr on headed back to egames, wanted to play aginst revo gurls but they don 1.. -.-" nthing wrong with friendly match orrr..
We played 2 games of dota, first game was alrite but omFG i got to sae i farm less then the es =( The 2nd game was completely bei trash, weird la tat game i got to sae they have zillions of wards lor.. My viper sOx.. =( sNiper ftw pls.. Sniper so Cute <3 On the other hand Dn* very noisy =x they engage damn jidong..lolx
Half way though ask Jb to play for me and left home with LingZi but guess who i saw, Jason rofl.. He look alot diff but i guess he saw me he was like suprised =o but guess wad i found in his blog?
Jason blog:
im back! im so gonna blog today down. its so suay!
im back at eGames! the lanshop i used to patron. guess what , i saw HER
yes , her . Gz.
was it unlucky , was it fate. i dont know.
i only knew , she dare not look at me in th eyes. i walked pass her at the alley, not in eGames.
dono wad else to say!
It's kinda weird tat u said " I dont dare to look u in the eye" I was talking to LingZi about u and ur the one who look at me as if im some ailen.. rofl.. weird anyway... Anyway it kinda bring back some memory when i saw u.. lolx..
Hmm, Hengky is sweet to sent me home again but in the end cab home again.. thx =p
Anyway my feeling right now isn't really good, im not bored of dota but recently i cant find the mood to dota and IGC is on this Sat.. Stress or cause our team haven even play tgt before and it seems everyone have high expection on us.. IM STRESS SERIOUSLY!! Nxt i gona thank Cyn, she realli is big sacifice for us xD <3 ue gurl...
I JUST MISS THOSE DAYS TAT I ENJOY PLAYING DOTA!! NO MOOD!!
Todae kinda dulan cause i tio ps by them t.t and i didn't know until last min but glad tat fez helped me call them up and he came down with Ruby to pei wo.. Thanks alot so i just went to Ps to walk around and ltr on meet up with them to go egames.. Ruby n i was watching this bunch of guys playing TD and laffing at them.. lolx.. they sux =x I tink Ruby can 1 man sole the tD.. Haha..
Sher,lei,ling,Hengky n i went to eat and ltr on headed back to egames, wanted to play aginst revo gurls but they don 1.. -.-" nthing wrong with friendly match orrr..
We played 2 games of dota, first game was alrite but omFG i got to sae i farm less then the es =( The 2nd game was completely bei trash, weird la tat game i got to sae they have zillions of wards lor.. My viper sOx.. =( sNiper ftw pls.. Sniper so Cute <3 On the other hand Dn* very noisy =x they engage damn jidong..lolx
Half way though ask Jb to play for me and left home with LingZi but guess who i saw, Jason rofl.. He look alot diff but i guess he saw me he was like suprised =o but guess wad i found in his blog?
Jason blog:
im back! im so gonna blog today down. its so suay!
im back at eGames! the lanshop i used to patron. guess what , i saw HER
yes , her . Gz.
was it unlucky , was it fate. i dont know.
i only knew , she dare not look at me in th eyes. i walked pass her at the alley, not in eGames.
dono wad else to say!
It's kinda weird tat u said " I dont dare to look u in the eye" I was talking to LingZi about u and ur the one who look at me as if im some ailen.. rofl.. weird anyway... Anyway it kinda bring back some memory when i saw u.. lolx..
Hmm, Hengky is sweet to sent me home again but in the end cab home again.. thx =p
Anyway my feeling right now isn't really good, im not bored of dota but recently i cant find the mood to dota and IGC is on this Sat.. Stress or cause our team haven even play tgt before and it seems everyone have high expection on us.. IM STRESS SERIOUSLY!! Nxt i gona thank Cyn, she realli is big sacifice for us xD <3 ue gurl...
I JUST MISS THOSE DAYS TAT I ENJOY PLAYING DOTA!! NO MOOD!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [4:49 AM]
Thursday, April 12, 2007
+.+ Im Sry +.+
I used to love u
I used to call u
I used to hug u
I used to have laughter with u
I used to did everything with u
Yes Wen u haven did any single wrong thing but the problems lies with me, its all in the past le.. I'm sry i have been avoiding ur calls, i just wanne be left alone and im sry i dont wanne be Emo again.. I just feels bad to be so cold blood-ed but i aint no choice >< I know i have given up a wonderful r/s which i once hold tight too.. Im sry though i know a zillion sry wouldn't make it up but still im sry..
I'm sry if i hurt u
I'm sry if i make u cry
I'm sry if im unable to be there
I used to call u
I used to hug u
I used to have laughter with u
I used to did everything with u
Yes Wen u haven did any single wrong thing but the problems lies with me, its all in the past le.. I'm sry i have been avoiding ur calls, i just wanne be left alone and im sry i dont wanne be Emo again.. I just feels bad to be so cold blood-ed but i aint no choice >< I know i have given up a wonderful r/s which i once hold tight too.. Im sry though i know a zillion sry wouldn't make it up but still im sry..
I'm sry if i hurt u
I'm sry if i make u cry
I'm sry if im unable to be there
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:45 PM]
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
+.+ FARK THIS +.+
I don't usually blog 2 times a day =.=" but im seriously EMO..
You have been farking my emotions making me emo especially in game..
I know it's my fault tat the break came too sudden but it just makes me realise what i need and want.. I didn't break with u cause im farking lonely when ur in NS.. I told u before i will wait, yes but then it makes me realise like i have said its YI Lai the love had already fade, it's just tat i didn't tell u earlier, perhaps i shld have done tat long ago.. Just stop asking me if we can ever patch.. FARK THIS SHIT.. I Just love my life now..
I NEED PEACE AND QUIET.....
AND
PLS STOP MAKING ME EMO EVERYDAY IM GONA GO CRAZY SOON...
You have been farking my emotions making me emo especially in game..
I know it's my fault tat the break came too sudden but it just makes me realise what i need and want.. I didn't break with u cause im farking lonely when ur in NS.. I told u before i will wait, yes but then it makes me realise like i have said its YI Lai the love had already fade, it's just tat i didn't tell u earlier, perhaps i shld have done tat long ago.. Just stop asking me if we can ever patch.. FARK THIS SHIT.. I Just love my life now..
I NEED PEACE AND QUIET.....
AND
PLS STOP MAKING ME EMO EVERYDAY IM GONA GO CRAZY SOON...
With ♥ From Suzanna [5:22 AM]
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
+.+ o.O +.+
Few days ago was having our first gurl's team training and we play against ruby they all but i guess we did petty well for tat game but the 2nd game (pub) was a long fight plus i was Dc- but we won xD But i realise i did alot of mistake =( More Dota ftw..
Ytd was talking on the phone until 7+am and can't get myself to sleep, dota again.. tired t.t and tio suan by lux but ppb was worst or.. tabai 1 lux lolx..
I was late as usual again but was having gastric and vomiting badly =(
I tink he waited petty long ba, sry about it.. Went to watch 2 movies (Horror some more) but not really scary but nice.. Glad tat he brought his jacket cause i nve bring -.- forgetful =\
After that went to Eg and saw Jb they all, played 1 game and went home but was moody thru out the game cause of fL00r again =\ i didn't mean to sae those hurtful words but i just wanne be alone and im happy with life right now..
He sent me home tat was like really sweet for guys to do tat.. lolx.. Thanks alot for making my days.. =)
Ytd was talking on the phone until 7+am and can't get myself to sleep, dota again.. tired t.t and tio suan by lux but ppb was worst or.. tabai 1 lux lolx..
I was late as usual again but was having gastric and vomiting badly =(
I tink he waited petty long ba, sry about it.. Went to watch 2 movies (Horror some more) but not really scary but nice.. Glad tat he brought his jacket cause i nve bring -.- forgetful =\
After that went to Eg and saw Jb they all, played 1 game and went home but was moody thru out the game cause of fL00r again =\ i didn't mean to sae those hurtful words but i just wanne be alone and im happy with life right now..
He sent me home tat was like really sweet for guys to do tat.. lolx.. Thanks alot for making my days.. =)
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:47 PM]
Sunday, April 08, 2007
+.+ I love Ue All +.+
So much happening at EG, i shall not mention about it..
After that went to eat at Newton the food was alrite nia, no wonder nobody sit there.. Went to Merv hse as its getting late, was watching anima with LingZi until i fell aslp while the others was playing some games.. Some toe sucking and licking lolx.. Poor Kelly.. The one who being lick, sure happy or?
I was awaken by Merv mum shouting, some scary t.t in the end watch anima on the bed with fez,kelly,Jy & lingZi, guess wad we r watching PORN & some anima.. LOL the porn damn er xin rofl.. All the guys walk pass n was like lol.. After tat went to watched the others play cards, Hengky win so much.. Cheat or =x
We talk alot abt r/s and guys while 2/3 stalkers listening lolx.. Thanks kelly n lingzi.. <3 u guys.. With ue guys i wasn't lonely anymore <3 <3 <3
LingZi n Crea went to cook so i went to help out and we guys was talking alot and in the end Maki came down to help us, Gosu fried rice and chilli sauce ftw crea.. lolx.. Wanted to sleep or perhaps rest awhile but all going home >.<~ Im sooo tired pls.. Was rainning badly, Cm book cab, luckily gt ppl live Jurong if not im gona go home alone again..
Reach home le when to play 1/2 game dota (cause dC) i keep fell aslp and Hengky was like calling out for me when i afk in game.. Haha thanks.. Im realli slpy..
* Was happy tat day cause someone asked me something and im glad u understands.. <3 yea lots.. hehe..
I sleep all the way until 10 or 11am so tired, was playing dota just now but my eyes are so TIRED even having such a long rest and my screen seems so weird for me.. @@
Anyway just now wen came, we talked alot and i hope he understands ba after all its over now, i just need my own space and time now.. Thanks for the keyboard u give me..
Im still tired now.. >.<~
Ab1 ur now dk gf.. Lad|cIuS> dk r0x i love u.. Date Me!
* Alice- has quit IRC (Quit (i dropped a soap and sagz picked it up, it must have been love...)
Omg wad a complicate story, sagara is the 3rd party?
After that went to eat at Newton the food was alrite nia, no wonder nobody sit there.. Went to Merv hse as its getting late, was watching anima with LingZi until i fell aslp while the others was playing some games.. Some toe sucking and licking lolx.. Poor Kelly.. The one who being lick, sure happy or?
I was awaken by Merv mum shouting, some scary t.t in the end watch anima on the bed with fez,kelly,Jy & lingZi, guess wad we r watching PORN & some anima.. LOL the porn damn er xin rofl.. All the guys walk pass n was like lol.. After tat went to watched the others play cards, Hengky win so much.. Cheat or =x
We talk alot abt r/s and guys while 2/3 stalkers listening lolx.. Thanks kelly n lingzi.. <3 u guys.. With ue guys i wasn't lonely anymore <3 <3 <3
LingZi n Crea went to cook so i went to help out and we guys was talking alot and in the end Maki came down to help us, Gosu fried rice and chilli sauce ftw crea.. lolx.. Wanted to sleep or perhaps rest awhile but all going home >.<~ Im sooo tired pls.. Was rainning badly, Cm book cab, luckily gt ppl live Jurong if not im gona go home alone again..
Reach home le when to play 1/2 game dota (cause dC) i keep fell aslp and Hengky was like calling out for me when i afk in game.. Haha thanks.. Im realli slpy..
* Was happy tat day cause someone asked me something and im glad u understands.. <3 yea lots.. hehe..
I sleep all the way until 10 or 11am so tired, was playing dota just now but my eyes are so TIRED even having such a long rest and my screen seems so weird for me.. @@
Anyway just now wen came, we talked alot and i hope he understands ba after all its over now, i just need my own space and time now.. Thanks for the keyboard u give me..
Im still tired now.. >.<~
Ab1 ur now dk gf.. Lad|cIuS> dk r0x i love u.. Date Me!
* Alice- has quit IRC (Quit (i dropped a soap and sagz picked it up, it must have been love...)
Omg wad a complicate story, sagara is the 3rd party?
With ♥ From Suzanna [6:58 PM]
Friday, April 06, 2007
+.+ Wee +.+
I'm truly happy..
When out with Lynne, Cat( MiA BEST FRIEND), Ken and his friend.. It's been so long since we last meet up as lynne is in the phill, catherine is always missing and lastly ken who's aso busy and i nve attend his concert =x bad me.. lolx.. But im really happi to once again the 3 of us gurls goes shopping and chill tgt =P
We r like busy shopping and the guys following us,poor thing.. lolx.. Realli big diff in them they change alot.. =)
I MISS THOSE DAYS........
Headed down to bugis to shop after tat LingZi called me ask if i wanne meet her.. Sure why not! Now i seems to be more willing to make more friends then i used to be so anti social.. We went to Ps shop ard, do quite crazy stuff.. onli we know shhh.. <3 lingzi, had a great time n i found out tat she's just abt the same as me.. lolx.. She's always there to listen to my problems helping me =) i wonder why didn't we get closer last time.. Anyway Thanks alot LingZi.. I <3 uE
After tat went down to Eg, sit down n chill and after tat tio cheated to AMK to eat.. lolx.. In the end mum kinda kb me on the phone and they heard it on cab, omg pai seh or.. Cause my hp no batt le =( And wads worst some idiot nve talk to me lor =(
After tat reach home liao, tired and alot of stuff to settle...
1st thing - fL00r - NO more EMO msg and call pls.. Give me space..
2nd thing - Gurl team - settling some stuff & tml Pk revo.. Dono aso they coming anot
3rd thing - Need find our last =( pm a few to help me look out..
Alot of things to do or but seriously anyway i have fun todae with dN* and LingZi, haven gotten tat close to them before, they r fun.. xD
Hmm shld be nve leave out anything le ba.. <3 <3 <3
When out with Lynne, Cat( MiA BEST FRIEND), Ken and his friend.. It's been so long since we last meet up as lynne is in the phill, catherine is always missing and lastly ken who's aso busy and i nve attend his concert =x bad me.. lolx.. But im really happi to once again the 3 of us gurls goes shopping and chill tgt =P
We r like busy shopping and the guys following us,poor thing.. lolx.. Realli big diff in them they change alot.. =)
I MISS THOSE DAYS........
Headed down to bugis to shop after tat LingZi called me ask if i wanne meet her.. Sure why not! Now i seems to be more willing to make more friends then i used to be so anti social.. We went to Ps shop ard, do quite crazy stuff.. onli we know shhh.. <3 lingzi, had a great time n i found out tat she's just abt the same as me.. lolx.. She's always there to listen to my problems helping me =) i wonder why didn't we get closer last time.. Anyway Thanks alot LingZi.. I <3 uE
After tat went down to Eg, sit down n chill and after tat tio cheated to AMK to eat.. lolx.. In the end mum kinda kb me on the phone and they heard it on cab, omg pai seh or.. Cause my hp no batt le =( And wads worst some idiot nve talk to me lor =(
After tat reach home liao, tired and alot of stuff to settle...
1st thing - fL00r - NO more EMO msg and call pls.. Give me space..
2nd thing - Gurl team - settling some stuff & tml Pk revo.. Dono aso they coming anot
3rd thing - Need find our last =( pm a few to help me look out..
Alot of things to do or but seriously anyway i have fun todae with dN* and LingZi, haven gotten tat close to them before, they r fun.. xD
Hmm shld be nve leave out anything le ba.. <3 <3 <3
With ♥ From Suzanna [4:20 AM]
Thursday, April 05, 2007
+.+ FARK OFF +.+
FARK OFF OK SERIOUSLY AND ESP SOME FARKERS IN GAME..
WEN pls just let me have my own space and stop saying all this words.. It just piss me off, i know its my fault i wanne break up.. IM SRY OK.. Just leave me alone..
Fark all this farking stuff.. Im farking dulan now..
EMO!
WEN pls just let me have my own space and stop saying all this words.. It just piss me off, i know its my fault i wanne break up.. IM SRY OK.. Just leave me alone..
Fark all this farking stuff.. Im farking dulan now..
EMO!
With ♥ From Suzanna [8:12 AM]
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
+.+
Hmm.. Kinda Emo now cause someone was angry with me?!! Perhaps over tat game? Dono.. Like Wen always angry n scold me in game.. It just reminds me of tat...
Anyway its the past le.. We broke off le, well.. It's just my fault and all this times i know u have been treating me like a princess unless in game.. Sry Wen i have to say, i have chosen to walk myself.. I hope u will respect me.. I have been to yi lai ni le.. Hope we will remain friends and tat thanks alot for all that u have done, ur realli a great bf..
I have nve play competitive dota before dono wads its gona be like.. Anyway it isn't cfm so looking forward anyway..
Dota FTW.. <3
Anyway its the past le.. We broke off le, well.. It's just my fault and all this times i know u have been treating me like a princess unless in game.. Sry Wen i have to say, i have chosen to walk myself.. I hope u will respect me.. I have been to yi lai ni le.. Hope we will remain friends and tat thanks alot for all that u have done, ur realli a great bf..
I have nve play competitive dota before dono wads its gona be like.. Anyway it isn't cfm so looking forward anyway..
Dota FTW.. <3
With ♥ From Suzanna [9:42 PM]
Monday, April 02, 2007
+.+ EMO +.+
Emo again!! Feeling really complicated inside.. Bad & Guilty.. Haiss.......... Haven been lidat for quite awhile and problem arises again.. I don't know how to face it but keep running...
Once again there is so much to learn in dota Perhaps quitting wow too though i don't wow already.. Even skipping raids.. It's realli BORING pls..
I just all problems be gone soon and between us i just simply felt there is something in between us ba.. It's the feeling.. Fark up day...
I need love
I need care ='(
I need dote
Once again there is so much to learn in dota Perhaps quitting wow too though i don't wow already.. Even skipping raids.. It's realli BORING pls..
I just all problems be gone soon and between us i just simply felt there is something in between us ba.. It's the feeling.. Fark up day...
I need love
I need care ='(
I need dote
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:22 PM]
I dono what shld i do, what shld i say.. Im sry kelly.. =(
With ♥ From Suzanna [8:43 PM]
Sunday, April 01, 2007
+.+
Last sat when out with Wen to Marina Square to walk around and we actually intend to watched movie but there isn't any nice show. Went to eat buffet and wen's treat again =x hehe.. thanks wen for plucking all the shell stuff for me =p Omg and my first time eating KRB.. lolx.. I really wanne go back there to eat again.. =p
After tat was suppose to go back home de but then last min gwing say gt raid and wen wanne me to pei him so we went to meet up jiabao, leng and kelly at Katong GG.. Reach there le then gwing say no raid.. zZzz sian oR.. If not i already have gone home le..
When to watch movie as they suggested and omg jb and fL00r playing like kids.. lawl.. Then went to watch Nijia turtle.. Omg i thot its gona be some sai show.. lolx.. It's really nice =p
Watch it pls.. =p Then after tat was already 3+ to 4 went to wen house and play single player sk.. want to learn =\ but i always cancel epic..
Reach home le, after removing make up and stuff went to play -ar sp.. Fun lolx.. But 2nd game i was so tired so anyhow play =x need track i like hack care..
After long hours of sleep and i have to say OMG im still tired.. ok dota ftw.. lolx
After tat was suppose to go back home de but then last min gwing say gt raid and wen wanne me to pei him so we went to meet up jiabao, leng and kelly at Katong GG.. Reach there le then gwing say no raid.. zZzz sian oR.. If not i already have gone home le..
When to watch movie as they suggested and omg jb and fL00r playing like kids.. lawl.. Then went to watch Nijia turtle.. Omg i thot its gona be some sai show.. lolx.. It's really nice =p
Watch it pls.. =p Then after tat was already 3+ to 4 went to wen house and play single player sk.. want to learn =\ but i always cancel epic..
Reach home le, after removing make up and stuff went to play -ar sp.. Fun lolx.. But 2nd game i was so tired so anyhow play =x need track i like hack care..
After long hours of sleep and i have to say OMG im still tired.. ok dota ftw.. lolx
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:03 PM]